22/8/2005 - trust what?

you have seen me cry
you have seen me lie
you have seen me try (more)
more and more try

you can't tell me to give in - no way!
you can't tell me to fuck off

they beat me
because i think and behave different
they hate me
because i don't give 'em what they expect

take a look around
who cares about you?
only you do (do you?)
always the same shit
it was done to me too

what to believe?
what to trust?
why should i relief?
why should i fuck up?

try more - believe what?
cry more - trust what?